Summer!

This summer has been very much amazing, i would not change a thing expect for maybe visiting my cousin on the east cost b/c i really wanted to see her this summer and i have not seen her since my birthday but oh well. I have really enjoyed this summer i have seen alot of fabulous movies and have watched lot of Queer as Folk since well i have all the seasons expect the last one! and i have gotton too hang with some of my all time favorite people so thats been fun. I feel that every summer it just goes by super super fast that might have to do with age lol. I may never know. I just wish had more time to enjoy summer before its goes away for the year. My favorite moment this summer was hangout with my friend BH and drinking coffee and talking about life and just being able to hangout it was really nice to hangout with her she is such a amazing person. So really i owe her being such a fabulous friend!

Suddenly "FABULOUS"

This summer i suddenly realized that its been one fabulous summer, i have gotten to do so much like see a lot of cool movies and hangout with all my friends and other fun things like that but i some times wish that i had someone to scare it with i guess thats something that i need to work on. One of my favorite moments from this summer would have to be today i faced my fear of rollercoasters and got to hangout with some amazing people but all i could think about is how did get so lucky to have such amazing friends well that's a question unaswered oh well. I also have had a lot of time to really think about what i really want out of life, and the thing that i have come too is that i really want to help people the rest of my life so i want to find a job where i can help people b/c i am have a strong passion for helping people.

Another highlight from this summer was my friend's 21st birthday i got to hangout with two of my favorite people in this world who i have known a very long time one friend i have known for 14years and the other 6years and they both mean lot to me and bring a lot of joy into my life. i mean really what could be better than that. basically nothing right that night was so much it was simply fabulous good friends good music a whole lot of laughing so basically perfect!.

Another Highlight of this Suddenly Fabulous Summer was earlyer this week on wednesday i got to have coffee with old friend of mine from elementary school we met in the 3rd Grade and we talked about everything life and and it just nice to be able to talk to old friend that i have not talked too in a very long time she is so funny and fabulous and just all all around good person who always finds the brightside in life and never lets anything bring her down no matter what and i am lucky to have a friend like her in my life! We laugh so much together I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!! And she is divine and fabulous and classy and the angel of my life! and i hope she always knows that.

TL(My BFF)

My Best friend TL is one of my all time favorite people to hangout with she and i met back in high school in the 10th grade in math class, she and i have been friends for 6years now and she is FABULOUS and Classy and divine in so many ways. She makes my life so much better we can talk about anything and she never judges me for anything she allows me to be my sassy and fabulous classy self we are like the real Will and Grace since well we have alot in common like we both LOVE SEX AND THE CITY and shopping and looking fabulous so basically she brings the best out in me and i am so happy to have her in my life she is simply one of the most fabulous people in FTCO at least i think so. She can make me smile more than anyone eles can in my life. Today was the perfect day we got to hangout and do lunch and talk about everything that is going on in your lives and of course watch SEX AND THE CITY season 6 which was fabulous!

I hope that she can i will be friends forever my life would not be the same without her in my life i just think she is the best ever! but i have a feeling no matter what we will always be friends forever. She basically made my life SO MUCH BETTER! and i'm really glad that she and i became friends 6years ago. She is fabulous and classy and sassy! I love that i can tell her anything no matter what the topic or problem is whatever is about a boy or whatever its just nice to be able to have a friend who really understands me for me.

I love that we can make eacb other laugh about anything its so nice. and also we i love how when ever see each other we always make the other one looks FABULOUS no matter what b/c i always have to look fabulous since TL always is looking Fabulous no matter what and NO ONE EVER Rains on Her Parade!!!!

We are both out going people who don't let other people bring us down which if ask me is something we all want right!

Gay Marrige

All men are created equal. No matter how hard you try, you can never erase those words-Harvey Milk

If There one thing that i have STRONG FEELINGS FOR IS GAY MARRIGE! I believe that everyone should have the same rights as everyone ele's where they are gay or not it should not matter if two men or two women love each other than let them get married without any question. I hate that the world limits what gay couples can do its SO unfair i just wish that everyone would have a open mind about it. It's people like Harvey Milk that changed the world by speaking how they felt on the issue of Gay's being able to have the right to marry and have a life without any judgement.

My Biggest Fear is that when i met someone that i can't married in my home state its not allowed which really makes me super mad.I just think that CO needs to get with the program and allow gay marriage and not make it out to be a SIN which is another thing that has me werried about is bring my parter to church with me without getting judged i feel like am always being judge for everything that i do and i am just sick of feeling that way about everything.i Just feel that if everyone understood it more they would not see everything in black and white and have more of open mind about the issue at hand. I mean really why must i always be in fear, i mean i look at MS who got beatin up for being gay and died b/c of it i mean does the world want us to be scared all the time.

I was reading a article in NWS a couple weeks ago, about who GM could not play SPM on TV and it got me thinking this is so wrong anyone can play a part if they put their heart into it. it should not matter the label should not matter but somehow it does matter. I just think that if everyone was more FOR IT and not so not for it that they understand that LOVE IS LOVE no matter what whatever its man and man or women and women or man and women its love. I just wish people were more understanding of it.

when i came out to my own family i remember thinking that they would all have problems with it but they are biggest support system they allow me to be my self and am very greatful to them for that i would not ask for anything eles even if i could. I also am greatful to my cousins for always being on myside. So i just think i am set for life since no matter what i do my family will always love me. and that's what important.

LAHR!

LAHR is one of the best places to work not even kidding! at least i learned that a year and half ago, I was working at RR and i thought it was the perfect job ever i mean i had lot of friends and i knew basically everyone that walked in the door well my mind was changed in December of 2008 when i my job was taken away from me by this guy RB who was not a nice person, he told me that people did not care working with me and that the best he could do is March for me to be a Host again well i knew right than and there that i had to leave RR so i did in Jan of 2009 i quit RR so i went looking for a fabulous new job, well i applied basically everywhere that i could think of, and i applied at LAHR to work in L and well i got a Phone call from this women named PW who wanted to interview me the following day so it was set i was going to interview with LAHR so i gotton off work at RR and walked over to LAHR to met with PW, and i was shaking and sweating and the 1st thing she asked me is do you want a towel! and well long story short i was Hired to work in Housekeeping in the evening and my 1st week was maybe the most entertaining week of week, I met so many nice people like SPS ,RM,DC,LD,DD,TP,SW,SW,VP and all kinds of wonderful people who have made this job FABULOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I remember i met SPS, She was working in the L room and i walked by and said"You look like someone i used to with at RR" She was like oh who oh this girl named HS and she was like OH that's my daugther and i was NO WAY! and so i knew that she and i were going to be GOOD Friends and we were! And I will Never never never forget when i met VP, i was walking down LP and she was cleaning a residence's room and she was like oh do you like your job to me, and i said it was "FABULOUS" and ever since than when see's me she says to me hello FABULOUS Oh course i just laugh! Well i don't really tell how i met TP she is just Amazing she is reason i have my job in the 1st place! LD this girl is like FABULOUS DIVINE CLASSY AND SUPER FUN all mixed together she and i got along right way we met over a crush i had on someone at work i have already said to much oops! Anyways this girl is like my other older sister we just click we talk about everything when we can and she always gives me a reason to smile! LAHR is like my family i always know that i can count on anyone their no matter what!

One of my favorite memories of working at LAHR was my week in the Loundry Room i was working with SPS and i had made her a CD and she was going to go take some stuff to the Residences and i was folding and dancing too Brittany Spears"Oops i Did it Again" talk about classy right and one of the CNA's looks in starts laughing and tells me that one of the entertaining works ever and it was DC the coolest CNA Ever!!! Another really really funny moment at LAHR is with RM oh man i was falling over laughing so one 1st Floor dining room in the PDR him and DTM were workin the new sound for Bingo and they were calling my name i could not hear anything so i up look up and they are in the back room laughing room at me i could believe they polled something over me! totally funny! like i have always said i don't have always my classy moments but i try!

Basically I HAVE THE MOST FABULOUS JOB EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And to make my point clear EVERYONE AT LAHR IS DIVINE AND FABULOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fabulous PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!

I know a lot of fabulous people and each of them mean a lot to me! but two people stand out they make me smile all the time and i have known them a long time, they bring so much joy into my life and they both mean a lot to me! we all go the same church and have gone on mission trips together in past years and also gone to place like water world during the summer and movies you name it we have done it together. There names are SB and AB they are both the coolest people i know strong christian's and they are two of my favorite people, one of my favorite moments with them would was during lent we were hangout in the kichen at church was teaching AB my finger snap which was not very well but it was really funny to watch her do it b/c she had no idea what she was doing we just laughing so hard we could not help our selves anymore. my favorite moment with SB was this river rafting trip one summer with the church and it was late one night and this BG was giving me a hard time about me being Different and he was really getting to me i was getting angry inside and SB who was really tried says"Jeff god loves you" and i know that i had a friend for life right after that moment b/c he stood up for me when i was at my lowest point. So i feel really lucky to have both these people in my life. Some other fabulous people are also from my Chruch CU she is like my little sister basically she is one of my favorites ever she is simply fabulous b/c well she puts up with me for one thing but i can be my self around her she is understanding of me and i'm understanding of her so it just works. She and i have seen alot of movies together gone to coffee a number of times and i just really enjoy her with all my heart! AW where i do i begin this guy is like my brother and my best friend for life, i don't have many guys friends at all, but we do a lot together we see movies hangout and do whatever so i'm really happy to have him in my life he is super funny and fun to be around. HA-This girl is F-A-B-U-L-O-U-S and puts it to a Whole New meaning she is one of my all time favorite people EVER she is funny and sassy and SO FULL OF LIFE i just love it she is dating my best friend they are SO MADE FOR EACH other its not even funny no joke there! I remember when i 1st met HA it at my church and AW asked me if i wanted to join them for lunch at I hop and i was like sure why not and so i get pancakes with Whipped Cream like a Mountain of Whipped Cream it was amazing they both were giving me a hard time for it but i knew we were going to get a long just fine! KL-This person is classy and divine and amazing and i just heart her in so many ways! she is one person where i can make her laugh no questions asked i love it! She has a fabulous singing voice so am really honored to have her in my life!

So i am happy to have SO many fabulous people in my life. Each of these people mean the world to me and i'm very very greatful to have them in my life!

You Are Special!

I have the worlds best little Brother, he is my best friend in the word. He has a hard time and i am greatful to have him in my life, he is very important to me and he has changed my life in so many ways possible that i will never forget it b/c of my brother i feel that i'm a better person he always has a smile that lights up this world and he has something to teach the world just like he thought me something in the 16years that i have known my little brother, he thought to love with my whole heart to just be myself. oh and got me to like the song "Sweet Home" which everytime i listen to it i think of him! When CRS moved to his group home i was in Germany on a mission trip and i just remember crying b/c i knew that i when i got home he would be somewhere eles and not at home but i knew that it was for the best b/c he getting the help he needed so that's what matters and plus i get to see him every single weekend which is really nice! The other night i just a moment with him my parents were at a neightbars party and my dad had come home early to bring CRS home to get ready for bed and so he asked to look after him and i so i did we set in the hallway for about 20mins or so and i finally said " lets go into your room so that you can go bed its getting late" and so we walk into his room and i said go lay down in your bed or i will so i went over to his bed and to lay down and he laughing at me and he kept smiling at me and it felt just like old times which was really nice! it like nothing had changed. And he also makes me smile, whenever we go to church he just gets really into it and its really cool to see. My goal is that my brother stay really close no matter what which i think is going to happen.

FRCC

I have sure enjoyed being a student at Front Range, last year was a really fun/hard year for me well for starters i had really bad class that the teacher never told me that i was failing that class till the end of the year which was really a bust. Than there was this guy that i met and fell for right away his name was C and i was head over heels and so i was really afraid to talk to him and than my friend RW came with me to go talk to him and she started talking to him about how he was liking school to show me that it was so not scary and than i started asking him questions about school as well and where he was working and everything and so anyways i thought things were going really little did i know that it was going end so fast well as the year went on we never got a chance to talk again and that just really sucked to say the most. I really liked him he would blush everytime he would walk by me and i would smile and just think wow i really like this person but i never told him that i liked him i thought it would be silly to even say anything about it. So i never said anything to him which kinda brought me down a little bit. So around October i saw him agian in the student center and i start to blush and my friend totally calls me out on it and says to stop making such a big deal about it and he heard it the whole thing and so i leave b/c i am so embaressmet about the whole thing am thinking how could my friend do this to me in front of someone that i liked i knew that i could never talk to him again i just thought it was best to let him go so i did and i have totally wished i had not let him go,b/c i really liked him alot and i think he liked me too, but we both never know. So if their one thing i have learned from this whole thing is that if you like someone you need to act on it right way or otherwise you are going to be sorry. I still think about him sometimes but i guess it does not matter anymore anyways!

Nothing Is More Fabulous Than Family!

I Love my family, they are people who i can tell anything too or laugh with or cry with or just about anything. I'm super close to my family and think the main reason for that is we just really care each other and respect each other diffrences without judgement or anything which is nice. my younger cousin she and i are super close we talk about everything about life and friends issues that we are having in life or with other people in our own lives she has always been for me and i will always be there for her no matter what and its just really nice to have a person in my family that really helps me through hard times and also is there to make me laugh and smile!

My Fabulous Friends

I can't even begin with how lucky i feel to have such amazing friends in my life, each and everyone of them have really been my guide for life! They are people who have really been for me no matter what, they are people who make me who i am. They also make me smile and laugh and cry. one of my longest friendship is with this girl of 13years we met in the 2nd Grade and she has been SUCH amazing friend to me she has been there for me through a lot Both good and bad. We had long talks about life to a point where we are both crying at the end she is fabulous in so many ways. Each of my friends have allowed me to be myself. When i was growing up i never really had a lot of friends i was alone b/c most people did not like me b/c i was not popular or cool enough to be their friend. Well once i got older to like high school it got alot easyier all thanks to my friend of 6years who is amazing she is FABULOUS! she is one of my favorite people she has been there for me a lot i am really lucky to have her in my life i don't know what i do without her she and i are like Will and Grace lol! expect am more like jack you know like ALL OVER THE PLACE!! And alot of my friends are at my church they are each one of kind they are some of my favorite people they make me laugh and smile more than other group of people. We have done together over they years like gone on mission trips together and also water world and movies, my favorite memory with this group of people is when we all went to see the Movie Hairspray i was freaking out b/c i LOVE Musicals so much and so i got really into it and start danceing after my mom told me not to and i did it anyways during the song You can't stop the beat lol so anyways i remember thinking how lucky i was to have this group in my life and for many years. So really my friends are fabulous and classy,b/c they bring out the best in me and i bring out the best in them or least i hope so any!

My Two Fabulous Sisters

I love having two older sisters, they are two people they are more than just my silbings they are my two best friends who have always believed in me. And most older sisters they still keep in line when it comes to respecting their feelings and also they give me some of the best advice even when i don't want it but need it. They have always had A Little Faith In Me just like i have always had A little Faith In Them they bring out the best in me and i am very greatful to them for that. I also enjoy being able to talk about anything when i feel that i have no eles to really talk to about with. They have really helped me understand what's like to crushes on people and what to do and how to do it right. They also been there for me when my whole word has come to end when am at my lowest point in my life i have been to count on them to talk about the issue that i was having with a friend or someone at work, for example i had this friend who i used to be friends with in middle school and we started talking again on facebook and i told this person that i had a crush on them and they freaking out and started telling me that my feelings did not matter and that i was being childish.

I start getting upset about it and so i talk to my sister about it and she told me that i should not give this person the time of day and that they were not wroth my time and she was right so i totally stoped talking to this person b/c they not very nice to begin with but i then started thinking that maybe i can on a little too fast which i kinda did by right of the blue telling them that i liked them. So we stoped talking for the rest of april and also may and june so basically we are not friends anymore which i think am better off without them. So basically my sisters are two people who i can totally be myself around without have act like someone am not.

I am so greatful to have them in my life they add SO more joy to my life they are always there for me no matter what and i look up to them b/c i want be more like them where i always treat people with respect and understanding They both just Fabulous!