This has been the best year of my life for many reasons, one being Camp and the other being CSU SQGLBT and Lutheran Campus Minitary. I'm getting ahead of myself a little bit lets go back to the start of 2011.... when this year started i knew i wanted to do something that would change my life or just make it better in someway b/c i was having a hard time at work and just not very happy at all. So in about March i got a facebook message from a family friend asking me if i wanted to work at camp over the summer in MN i was a little bit like no thank you but i applied and sure enough i was thinking i wont get the job its no big deal i will have another colorado summer. I think god had other plans for me i guess! I got a phone call from MN about going to Camp for the summer i couldn't believe it but i was over joyed to go to camp i couldn't wait!.
So Than in June i was ahead to MN till Aug! i was scared to death i didn't know anyone or even if people were going to like me or think i was a freak or something so i arrive to Camp Vermillion a few days before staff training and so i got to visit with the family friends that used to live in CO and i remember telling them how scared i was and how i was afraid that i wasnt going to fit in at all. Well they were like you will be fine and that people would love me no matter what. So Staff Traning started that saturday afternoon where we had worship service with everyone on site and i remember 1st meting this guy named KE who i liked right way b/c he had the same name as my younger brother back home. He was really cool and i also met JY she was soo fabulous i really enjoyed her. I felt right than and there that i was going to fit in just fine and that i no werries or anything it was going to be the best summer of my life!
I really enjoyed my summer in MN i made soo life long friends who i think are just fabulous and wonderful and i cried leaving going back to CO i didn't want to leave. When i returned from my summer i knew my life need a makeover right way so i started getting in involved in as much i could so i started going to Lamada meetings downtown for a bit and didn't get a good feel for it so i stoped going than in OCT i went to a Drag show hosted by CSU and it was amazing and fun and very classy or maybe thats not the right word for it. anyways i started talking to people afterwards they were really nice people i knew that i had to go a meeting at CSU that following week so i did and sure enough i was scared a little bit but it was fine in the end i made so cool friends and just loved it. also that same week i went to my 1st church service at CSU and loved it and made so fabulous friends.
I feel very blessed and thankful for this year and it will always be a part of me since i totally did things i never would done in years pasted. My goal for 2012 is still be a part of CSU and to well i say this every single year but it never gets old.. I hope to met someone fabulous but i don't want to get my hopes up for nothing one step at time. I know that 2012 will be fabulous if i allow it to be. I'm going to travel to New York at somepoint since i've never been there always wanted to go. I feel that anything is possible now its a new year and anything can happen! So i keep it fabulous and always look ahead no matter what. and i will be just fine.
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