Spring!

 I LOVE SPRING! It's a time for fresh starts,anything is possible and nothing can get in my way of making a new start in life! My goal for spring is the following... 1. To keep eatting better so that i can lose weight and also to work out a lot more than i do so that i looked toned or least try to look it. 2. be kinder to people to not be as sassy as i am. 3.Stop trying to focus my time on boys i have more important things do with my time like focus on me for a little bit. 4.Make new friends in a area where i feel safe and accepted as me. A few weeks ago i went to a free from dance class that i felt changed my life in ways i never thought possible it opened my eyes and made me realize that i can do anything if i believe in me a little bit more. I was watching Glee Thursday and i when Kurt and Blanie were singing Come What May it made me think that someday i will find someone to make me truely happy and i can't wait to give them my heart. I kinda met someone but i messed it up b/c i never saw him but i'm working on it he is someone that i could see myself marrying or least dating he is so much like me. 


Well that's another whole story right there. I'm still looking for a new job and hoping that something happens with it. I just hate having nothing to do its killing me so much i've lost touch with myself i just hope that i find myself again which i'm starting too to say the least. I know that change is coming. I was watching Glee season 2 and crying soo silly right! Well i'm praying that something good happens to me i need something good to happen. I could use it!