Highlights of 2015!

Another year comes to end, some of my highlights of this amazing year start when i was still at school in Roswell New Mexico, It was the start of my spring semester and i was starting my brand new internship at the Fairfield Inn and Suties Marriott. I met some really amazing people through that internship which landed me a job at local Marriott Residence Inn in Colorado. So it was a major blessing for me to be able to work for such amazing company. Another highlight of 2015 was Graduation from Eastern New Mexico with a trade certificate in the business program. 

Another highlight for me was i discovered that i love taking pictures of different things in nature or around my community, I wanna keep that talent going so that i can get better at it. and i got a brand new bike this year which is amazing since i love to bike! and i needed an upgrade from the one i had before for 8years. I've also gotten the chance to travel some this year after i got done with school in July, i went to Boston to visit family which is always really fun for me since i love seeing my family. and visiting my grandfather and cousins as well. 

I started a brand new job at the Residence Inn Marriott near home, which is really fun i love my job it took me a while to learn it but know that i know it its been much more enjoyable for me. I've also made some really good friends at my new job who are really great people which its always nice to meet new people! 

I'm looking forward to what next year brings! its gonna a amazing year full of adventures!!!! Cheers to 2016! 

What i'm thankful for......

My family has a tradition at thanksgiving of going around the room and each person says what they are thankful for. In the spirit of that tradition i wanted to take time to say what i'm thankful for this year. 


One of the 1st things and most important things i'm thankful for is my family, they support me in everything i do, even if that means me moving to Roswell New Mexico for school for a year to continue to get my education. My family is an amazing group of people that i'm very lucky to have in my life. 


Another thing i'm thankful for is my year at Eastern New Mexico University Roswell, it was a very good experience for me to continue to get my college education and met new people and have had an amazing internship at the Fairfield which opened a door for me to work at the Residence Inn.



In honor of Veterans Day, i want to say thank you to ALL the men and women who have served our country. 

National coming out day 2015

Today is national coming out day, it's a safe day for GLBTQ people of any age. For me I didn't really have a coming out day .Instead I had a coming out process, which was very hard process.  I had limited resources to really know how to come out or what gay meant. I remember watching two different TV shows: one being Will & Grace where you had Will an openly gay lawyer living in New York and his group of fabulous friends. and another show was Queer as Folk that was about a group of openly gay friends living in Pittsburgh.
These shows were very important to me because it showed gay in an positive light. This predates the It Gets Better  project.
Overall my progress of coming out was a very positive one a lot of love and support from my family and friends.
I believe that the It Gets Better project needs to continue to make a difference for GLBTQ people who don't have support or are still in the closet, they need to have a positive outlet to feel supported and loved for who they are no matter what.

2013

 2013 has quiet a year! so much fabulousness has happened as far as i can tell even thought it's had it's ups and downs at the same time. I lost my job in january that was a major down for me although with time i've come to realized that there's nothing i can do to change it. I just applied for more and more jobs that i can get my hands on. On a brighter note Civil Unions Passed in Colorado March 21st 2013 i got see the bill get signed i understand its a small step into a bright future for the GLBT community and all people. I feel very blessed to have the family that i have who are accepting and fabulous! Growing up in Colorado for so long i think for the 1st time in my whole life i come to understand that things are changing for the better it just takes a whole of  a lot of time. 

So basically i'm ready for more history to be made in COLORADO! 

Spring!

 I LOVE SPRING! It's a time for fresh starts,anything is possible and nothing can get in my way of making a new start in life! My goal for spring is the following... 1. To keep eatting better so that i can lose weight and also to work out a lot more than i do so that i looked toned or least try to look it. 2. be kinder to people to not be as sassy as i am. 3.Stop trying to focus my time on boys i have more important things do with my time like focus on me for a little bit. 4.Make new friends in a area where i feel safe and accepted as me. A few weeks ago i went to a free from dance class that i felt changed my life in ways i never thought possible it opened my eyes and made me realize that i can do anything if i believe in me a little bit more. I was watching Glee Thursday and i when Kurt and Blanie were singing Come What May it made me think that someday i will find someone to make me truely happy and i can't wait to give them my heart. I kinda met someone but i messed it up b/c i never saw him but i'm working on it he is someone that i could see myself marrying or least dating he is so much like me. 


Well that's another whole story right there. I'm still looking for a new job and hoping that something happens with it. I just hate having nothing to do its killing me so much i've lost touch with myself i just hope that i find myself again which i'm starting too to say the least. I know that change is coming. I was watching Glee season 2 and crying soo silly right! Well i'm praying that something good happens to me i need something good to happen. I could use it! 

happeniss

I feel soo very happy in a way i never felt in a long time, or least in the last few years. i guess i needed find my true happniess i truely believe that i found it in ways i never felt possible! so one way is that i join a great group at CSU where i felt accepted and not judged in way. in the meetings i went to i felt like i belonged where as before i didn't feel l belonged anywhere in the world. so it's nice to feel accepted in a safe place where i can be myself.!

Best Year of my life Hands down.

This has been the best year of my life for many reasons, one being Camp and the other being CSU SQGLBT and Lutheran Campus Minitary. I'm getting ahead of myself a little bit lets go back to the start of 2011.... when this year started i knew i wanted to do something that would change my life or just make it better in someway b/c i was having a hard time at work and just not very happy at all. So in about March i got a facebook message from a family friend asking me if i wanted to work at camp over the summer in MN i was a little bit like no thank you but i applied and sure enough i was thinking i wont get the job its no big deal i will have another colorado summer. I think god had other plans for me i guess! I got a phone call from MN about going to Camp for the summer i couldn't believe it but i was over joyed to go to camp i couldn't wait!.

So Than in June i was ahead to MN till Aug! i was scared to death i didn't know anyone or even if people were going to like me or think i was a freak or something so i arrive to Camp Vermillion a few days before staff training and so i got to visit with the family friends that used to live in CO and i remember telling them how scared i was and how i was afraid that i wasnt going to fit in at all. Well they were like you will be fine and that people would love me no matter what. So Staff Traning started that saturday afternoon where we had worship service with everyone on site and i remember 1st meting this guy named KE who i liked right way b/c he had the same name as my younger brother back home. He was really cool and i also met JY she was soo fabulous i really enjoyed her. I felt right than and there that i was going to fit in just fine and that i no werries or anything it was going to be the best summer of my life!

I really enjoyed my summer in MN i made soo life long friends who i think are just fabulous and wonderful and i cried leaving going back to CO i didn't want to leave. When i returned from my summer i knew my life need a makeover right way so i started getting in involved in as much i could so i started going to Lamada meetings downtown for a bit and didn't get a good feel for it so i stoped going than in OCT i went to a Drag show hosted by CSU and it was amazing and fun and very classy or maybe thats not the right word for it. anyways i started talking to people afterwards they were really nice people i knew that i had to go a meeting at CSU that following week so i did and sure enough i was scared a little bit but it was fine in the end i made so cool friends and just loved it. also that same week i went to my 1st church service at CSU and loved it and made so fabulous friends.

I feel very blessed and thankful for this year and it will always be a part of me since i totally did things i never would done in years pasted. My goal for 2012 is still be a part of CSU and to well i say this every single year but it never gets old.. I hope to met someone fabulous but i don't want to get my hopes up for nothing one step at time. I know that 2012 will be fabulous if i allow it to be. I'm going to travel to New York at somepoint since i've never been there always wanted to go. I feel that anything is possible now its a new year and anything can happen! So i keep it fabulous and always look ahead no matter what. and i will be just fine.